Well, I didn't wallow...

Yesterday I managed to get a few things done.  It wasn't nearly enough, but it wasn't a totally wasted day.

• went to bank - I am now officially out of money for this reno/move
• took paperwork to AL Power re: water heater replacement
• Priced and decided on floor for kitchen...  laminate for 0.79/sq. ft.  YES!
• Painted the insides of kitchen cabinets
• Finished cutting in living room so Unc could paint.
• Found a refrigerator... if it's still there Friday, and we can figure out how to get it through the doors, I'm going back for it.
• Met my neighbor K.  She's super nice, and they are renovating too.  

Unc managed to get the living room painted (first coat, gonna need 2 /sadface), fill the hole in the floor where the dishwasher goes, and spackle up some holes/cracks in the kitchen.  Maybe more, but I left before he did.  Had to pick up the baby and keep the older kids from killing each other.  Then I went to Walmart for yet MORE paint and caulk.  bleh.

Still haven't finished packing for the day.  My itinerary today is:

• drop off baby with Memaw
• go start cutting in 2nd coat in living room so Unc can repaint it
• start packing last minute stuff
• take ever growing pile of stuff to donate!
• drop off lock w/ storage people!!  (I forgot... I hope they don't think these 5 days I'm late adds another month!)
• Arrange for moving truck
• disassemble Spencer's bed and Josi's bed so they will fit through the doors (and maybe the other beds too)
• figure out if I want to get another labor estimate for laminate installation or do it myself.
• If I want to do it myself, do I want to go ahead and buy enough for living room? (to be installed later)
• Hope Nick shows up to help us! LOL
• worry/procrastinate/freak out/etc....

Hopefully next time I see/talk to you, I will be done with the majority of moving, and be on to cleaning out the duplex to turn over the keys.  Wish me lots of luck!!

L.

TITLE: because I couldn't think of a better one ~

I just really don't have the words for how I feel right now.

None of my stuff is ready to go.
My house isn't finished.
My duplex isn't packed.

I just want to wallow and cry.

I've been pushing my body and my sanity to the limit, and somehow it just feels like no one else in my life is making this important or a priority like I am.  My children have not been helpful.  I was trying to leave Josi with my grandmother during the mornings, but it was wearing her out.  Then I tried to do stuff at home during the day, and the new house in the evenings after the kids got home.  But I couldn't get out the door before the older kids were arguing.  I don't mean just verbal arguing... I mean knock down drag out physical someone is going to get hurt fighting.  Over stupid stuff.  And when I leave in the afternoon, 2 of the 3 never get their homework done, and their grades were suffering.  I have begged, yelled, spanked, and put on restriction, drug them with me, and still no results.  It's insane.  I feel completely betrayed and resentful.  :(  Then I feel guilty for feeling like that.  *sigh*  I cannot do this all  myself.

I was supposed to move today.  TODAY.  None of the kitchen has been touched.  Neither has my room.  I got more done in 2 hours in the girls room than they did in 2 days.  But I've only been able to do stuff while Josi is asleep.  I've done 7 loads of laundry in the past 2 days.  The living room and kitchen at the new house still haven't been painted.  My kitchen cabinets and drawers are still sitting outside under the shed undone. unstripped.  There's a hole in my kitchen floor that needs to be filled.  There's about 12 tiles completely pulled up and missing from the floor.  The bathroom floors are still rotten and in danger of falling through.  And none of the trim in the house has been painted.  There are only 3 out of 9 windows that have the blinds hung in them.

HVAC is DONE!

Hallelujah!
I have heating and air conditioning!
SO glad to be done with that!

Started cutting in paint around the doors and windows in the living room.

Target date for moving:  Tuesday and Wednesday ~ yes,  that's 4 days left.
Wonder how many days I will last without a refrigerator.
Can I live out of an ice chest?
/headdesk

Talking out loud...

>WHINE ALERT<

I am so overwhelmed with this move and trying to finish the house that I'm paralyzed.  I'm stuck dead in the water thinking about everything that needs to be done.  I can't manage to prioritize, initiate a plan, or let go of the idea in my head that I wanted for the house once I finally moved in.  I've run out of energy and patience, out of money, and out of people to help.  Nick will only be available Friday and Sunday to move stuff, but Unc isn't off until Tuesday and Wednesday. So that leaves me without a moving truck for Nick, and without any HELP moving stuff for Unc.  I've been trying to fix the new house, clean and pack the old house, and I'm doing it with an almost 2 year old under my feet and three older children who won't help unless I turn into something akin to Mommy Dearest and Freddy Krueger mixed together.  I'm so completely over it all.

Even though I've moved at least 10 times, I'm having trouble figuring out what to do next.  I've been trying to go through things and purge as I pack.  This is going nowhere fast.

I have 4 boxes done.
I have a pile of crap stuff to take to donate.

Ridiculous.  /sigh

• I think I need to leave all the stuff on the walls, because it won't be in our way while we move.
• I think I need to start cleaning the junk off the TOP of the furniture, so it can be moved.
• I think I need to get everything up off the floor so it won't be in the way when we move stuff.
• I think I'm going to stick with leaving clothes in drawers, and just take them out of dressers to move.
• I think the clothes in the closet can stay til we are done moving furniture.
• I think I need to empty the pantry so it can be moved.
• I think that means I need to make a meal plan and only leave out ingredients I will be using before the move.
• I think I need to clean the sticky film left over from ugly contact paper out of the cabinets at the new house so my kitchen stuff will have a place to go even if the cabinet doors havent been finished yet.
• I think I need to finish painting the livingroom before I move because I dont want to paint around furniture later
• I think the kitchen being painted at the new house can wait til after the move if it has to because there wont be much in the way.
• I think the kitchen floor needs to be taken care of ASAP so it's ready for the dishwasher and refrigerator.
• I think I need to get off the computer, turn on some jams and GET MOVING!!

Wish me luck!!

Getting the carpets cleaned today ~

A little early, but now most of the traffic is out of there.  I feel like the days are wasting with nothing being done,  and I was trying to be proactive.  Maybe I'll be able to walk across the floors now without wanting to disinfect myself afterwards.

A/C is installed all but the return vents.  Will be doing that tomorrow.

Hoping to get some work at the old place knocked out.  I hate packing.

The day when you realize you only have 13 left...

Today is my *Oh Crap* day...
It's been building for a while, but it's really hit me this morning.
I'm in deep trouble.  /sigh
Here's what I still have LEFT to do ~

NEW HOUSE
Living room:

• prime and paint window seals
• paint walls and trim

Kitchen

• strip and repaint cabinets
• paint walls and trim
• reinstall chair rail
• fix subfloor and install flooring
• buy and install dishwasher & refrigerator
• drop old gas lines

Utility room

• texture and paint patch in ceiling
• drop old gas lines

Girls' Room

• paint closet and trim

Front Bathroom

• fix subfloor and install flooring
• take medicine chest down, put new mirror/lighting up

Spencer's Room

• brace ceiling fan
• fix loose outlet
• switch closet door direction
• replace closet door knob

My Room

• switch door direction

My Bathroom

• fix subfloor and install flooring
• install medicine chest
• paint
• new vanity or sink so I can open the door all the way!
• brace the tub so I don't fall through the bottom of it!

Whole House

• clean carpets
• clean and disinfect
• have cable transferred and run

Eventually

• repair water damage and leaks from carport
• repair damaged boards around the bottom of the house
• fix wiring in shed
• add a fence

OLD HOUSE  

• Purge, Pack, and Clean!!
• Have utilities turned off

Day 38...

Today was a busy day, though I have no pictures to show for it.

I started it early at home with folding/hanging/putting away three loads of clothes, plus washing and drying another; cleaned the utility room out; fed the cats, the dog, and the baby; straightened up the living room and kitchen; took out the garbage.  I finally got to eat at 10 ~ lol

My aunt and cousin drove over from Summerdale to help out today.  The four of us managed to get my storage unit emptied out and put away in the shed at my house.  I'll be putting out $65 less a month now.  I get sick knowing I've put about $4000 into that place over the past five years.  Besides saving some money, I also have easy access to all the fabric I've been hoarding.  I've got some serious sewing urges now!

The Ugly Bedroom, in progress...

In the beginning, there was a horrid paint job.
They tried.
Bless their little hearts...

As much as I admired their creativity, my eyes would *not* let me leave this be.

(and neither would the girls!)

So armed with a paintbrush and some expensive paint + primer, I challenged the pink!!

May I "cut in"?  LOL

And then there was white, or actually "Natural Wicker".
This was one coat, definitely needs another.
I didn't realize how awful the trim color was until the walls had been toned down.

More before and after...

Oh, the utility room ~ major headache from the get-go.  

Not sure if these pictures even do justice to how bad it was. 

BEFORE

 AFTER

Still need to get the patch on the ceiling textured and painted, trim put around the window, paint the trim, and hang my cabinets back up.  I should have room for a shelving unit for all my canned goods and my freezer!

Some before and after...

Today, I managed to get the wallpaper stripped out of the front bathroom, and paint the utility room and my bedroom.  Sooo glad!  I almost said "It feels great!" but NOPE it feels pretty crappy - lol - I am whoooped.  And I'm hurting all over.

(click for larger view)

BEFORE:

This bathroom had the same wallpaper treatment as the kitchen.  

Except not such a horrible color. 

 With these lovely gems on the walls...

 

Sorry, not my style.  Off with the ugly ~

      

AND STILL TO BE FIXED...

Definitely needs new flooring, and the plumber recommended the subflooring be replaced...

Hot water isn't really necessary, is it?

Um. Yes.
I happen to think hot water is *all that* plus a bag of Munchos.
/sigh

So I started with a less than stellar gas water heater.  And I felt the urge to replace it.  And since the power company has a program where they give you a FREE water heater to switch from gas to electric, I kind of felt I was getting a good deal. I even managed to score a 50 gallon to replace the 40 that I got rid of.  With four kids (two of them being teenage girls) 10 extra gallons of hot water is an awesome thing.

I did the red tape dance to attain the FREE water heater.  I gave the contractors the puppy dog eyes to get them to pick it up and install it.  I gave thanks I didn't have to buy a new one.  Then it was installed.  And it leaked.  And we weren't allowed to just swap it out.  Nope.  Enter 1-800 #'s, scornful customer service, and random service technician.  Service technician's diagnosis?? "Well that ain't right..."

...  lolz

We get approved for a replacement, and told to get it we have to drive the old one 15 miles out of the way and swap it out.  You know, instead of taking it back to where we picked it up from in the first place.  ??  So I make a phone call to confirm this prior to making the trip, and no one actually knows what the procedure is to replace it.  So now I'm sitting at home in limbo waiting for final word.  What a crock.

UPDATE:

The lady I called had to call someone else, but she kept going until she got an answer for me.  We were able to swap the water heater out at the same place we picked it up from.  Thank goodness.  The new water heater is installed and ready to go.

What's for dinner?

In the midst of all this crazy house stuff, dinner has been falling short most nights.  It's so much easier to go to the drive through, then throw away the mess.  But my wallet is getting lighter and lighter, and I just don't like that it's so very unhealthy.  Today I made it a point to take out something to thaw, and gave a new recipe a try!  I was inspired by a a recipe called Hot and Cheesy Chicken Casserole, and I found the link here.  (I would love to have her organizational skills!)  I reworked the recipe to fit my schedule and the kid's preferences.  The kids loved it, and said they would eat it again.  That's a win in my book.

Here's what I came up with:

Cheesy Hot Chicken & Rice

Ingredients 

• 3 baked chicken breasts, chopped
• 1/2 of 14-oz. pkg. frozen broccoli florets, chopped small
• 1 1/2 cups uncooked instant rice
• 1 10.75-oz. can condensed cream of chicken soup
• 1 10.75-oz. can condensed fiesta nacho cheese soup
• 1 10- to 10.5-oz. can diced tomatoes and green chilies
• 1 cup water
• 1 cup chicken broth

Directions

• Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Place chicken in baking dish of choice, and cook til done.  
• Let chicken rest and cool while prepping the rest of the ingredients.  
• In a crock pot, mix both cans of soup, the can of tomatoes and chilies, the water, and the broth.  
• Add the instant rice and stir well.  
• Chop broccoli to size desired (my kids don't eat stems!) and stir in.  
• Chop chicken and stir in.  Cook on high for 3 hours.

You could definitely add more veggies to this version, depending on your preferences.  The instant rice cooks up pretty quick, and since the meat was already cooked, time in the crock pot will depend on how tender you want your broccoli to be.

"To-Do" Tuesday ~

I'm keeping it light today, because I just feel like crap.  I really hate having fibromyalgia...  My body can never keep up with my brain and the things I need to get done.  There seems to be no pattern to when I'll feel bad or when I'll be completely incapacitated.  I do know stress makes things worse.  So, just listing out what I have no choice but to accomplish.  If I get anything else done, BONUS!

• unlock door
• get water heater, and start guys working on install
• get to bank (why does it seem like that's on EVERY single list??)
• take oldest to orthodontist

10:00 am and 3/4 of the list done.  That's what I'm talking about!!
               Maybe I should only make short lists from now on so I can keep this feeling of accomplishment!!

2:00 pm "Welcome to Snagsville, where all your well laid plans hit snags!"
               The brand new water heater that was installed this morning is leaking from the top.  Power Co. says we can't just come get a new one.  We had to call their 1-800 service number and arrange to have a technician come check it out in place.  They charge you for the service call if they think it was your (or your installer's) fault.  No mention at ALL of whether they will replace it or not.  Technician is supposed to come tomorrow.

Spinning my wheels...

Okay.
I'm officially OVER it.
I've owned the house for 1 month, and I still don't live in it.
Tomorrow afternoon, the air conditioning man comes.
My biggest, all at one time expense.
And then I'll be broke.
But I still have more to fix.
Can I scream now?

HVAC Install
Fix Carport Leak/Water Damage
Window Sills
Paint Interior
Sub Flooring in Bathrooms
Flooring in Bathrooms & Kitchen
Appliances (Fridge & Dishwasher)
New Electrical Box on House
Wiring for AC
Empty Storage Unit
Hang Blinds
Carpets Cleaned or Pulled

blah blah blah blah blah

Bank/Pack & Clean/Memaw's

Thinking about my bedroom...

In my previous life, I spent almost 12 years as a military spouse.  That means I moved a lot.  Many people dread the moves, but I always looked forward to them as a way to start over.  It was an adventure.  You got to see new places, meet new people, and redecorate all over again.  This move is not very different.  A way to start over, and most definitely an adventure.  I'm not going far, but I want this to be an opportunity to actually have people over; to open my home to my friends.  I also want to decorate and make this little piece of property *mine*.

This can be pretty difficult when you have little to no budget, but there are ways around spending too much.  Almost all of the furnishings going into this house are already things I own.  Some things I have no choice but to replace.  Four kids and a dog can be rough on furnishings.  Some things I just want to splurge on.  Some things I will acquire by going "shopping" at Memaw's.  My grandmother has lots of good stuff and she likes to share.  I've also been really intrigued by the idea of reusing and repurposing.  Besides Memaw's, a really good place to get things to repurpose, reuse, and refinish is at local thrift stores.

Today, I spent a bit of time thinking about how I want MY bedroom to look.  This is what I've come up with:

In the real world, the spendiest pieces here would be the oriental rug and the dresser.  Good news is I have a rug and dresser really similar to these already.  In fact, the rug was my inspiration piece for the colors of the room.  My rug is more of a peacock blue color than the one shown.  The dresser is at Memaw's house sitting neglected on the carport waiting for a coat of glossy black paint.  I picked up two zebra throw pillows at Big Lot's for $9.99 each.  The other pillows aren't necessary, but I can make them if I want them.  I will have to buy new bedding, but I am thinking of making a duvet type cover for the bedspread I already have, and that will cut down on cost tremendously.  I can also make the curtains, and actually picked up what I think will be enough fabric today for $22.  All I need is some liner fabric to block light.  So that leaves me with finding an awesome mirror and (if I have any room left at all) a papasan chair.  I've dreamed for a really long time of having one of those as my reading spot!!

So what do you think??

What's up Wednesday...

Geesh.  Started my day to the baby snatching about 25 keys off the laptop keyboard.  That's what happens when you leave her to take a shower and mistakenly believe she's being good just because it's moderately quiet.  Everyone knows silence means bad things, but moderately quiet is supposed to be safe.  HA!

My guys got my plumbing issues sorted out yesterday.  That was a surprise.  I thought they were only going to be doing electrical.  So two leaks under the house stopped and kitchen sink has been reconnected.  Bad news is I need to have a vent line for the plumbing/sewage run, and the sub flooring in both bathrooms needs to be replaced.  Good news is that's all they saw that needed to be fixed or replaced.

About to head out the door to run errands:

• Put rent check and notice in the mail (5 days late /sadface)
• Go to the AL Power Office about the water heater
• Make my returns to Walmart I never got to yesterday.
• Make *another* bank run...  (that hurts)

And more crap I'm sure.  I'm dragging this morning, and don't want to do anything but sit and sleep.
/sigh

"To Do" Tuesday

First, an update on what has been done.
Most of it isn't real apparent just by looking at the house, but was very important work.

Two roof jacks were replaced, along with the shingles around them.  I had soffit and fascia board replacement/repairs done in three places, then repainted.  Inside I have had all the outlets in the kitchen and bathrooms replaced with GFCI outlets.  I have had one outlet in the utility room rewired, and one completely installed (dryer).  In the attic, wiring was replaced, junction boxes installed, and all the exposed, hot wires have been nutted.  In the front bathroom, there was an exhaust fan present, but it only worked when the attic light was on.  That has been rewired and a new switch put in so it works right now.  The bar has had supports installed and leveled.  I have all the wall paper in the kitchen completely stripped, and the cabinet doors and drawers have been removed so we can strip the paint off them. I bought all the mini blinds for the house but haven't installed any of them yet.  Today, the guys will be working on more electrical work.


My To - Do List:

• Unlock the door (lol - I know... but I'm dragging this morning, and it seems worse than it is)
• Take Memaw to the bank
• Get my hair "did"  :P
• Go to my bank
• Pay the last month's rent, and give notice
• Call AL Power about the water heater install
• Be productive rather than sluggy! (I can mark this off even though I didn't finish, right? lol)
• Make a couple of returns to Walmart
• Figure out how much paint I need!
• Finish scraping kitchen windows
• Peel up shelf liner/contact paper from cabinets
• Attempt to hang mini blinds (Only got one done ~ Put the brackets in upside down, and Unc finished it for me)

I have a couple of things I want the guys to work on that I feel are "necessary" that we'll get to this week...

• rotten wood and water displacement issue over the carport
• previous leak damage over water heater (goes from roof all the way through to ceiling)
• water heater install (going from gas to electric - we'll be hitting up memaw's in case of a storm!)
• electrical

Everything else that I WANT to do to the house is contingent on the HVAC install and the amount of money left when that's done.  I still have to buy paint and supplies for the entire interior, flooring for the kitchen and front bathroom, plus a refrigerator and dishwasher.

I've been slacking in the picture department, but here's a couple...  

The kitchen windows seem to have been painted without the benefit of being taped off first.
There is a ton is brown paint on the panes.

I scraped the paint of the bottom twelve panes, the top twelve still need to be done.
You can't really tell a big difference, because they are filthy and have paint smeared on the outside too.

I'll try to get more pictures up soon.
I know you'd rather see those than see my "outloud thinking" and rambling! LOL